I'm In Love All Right, With My Crazy Beautiful Life

The Kriger (that's my sorority/Jewish youth group thing) fold was sadly underattended, yet awesomely fun. Ke$ha dance parties and goofy webcam photos. What more could you ask for? Admit it, Jewish girls do it better :). But now it's Sunday morning, and everyone I know is at church or Sunday school, and I'm, what's the word? Mind-numbingly bored. See, when you lose two people who were sort of your go-to hangouts when you were free, your social life tends to get sort of dry. As a result, the past few months have been sort of about building new connections to replace the old ones. But I'd say I'm starting to climb back up onto my pedestal. Still, most of my friends are in the very rigorous theatre department at my school, and this makes it hard to match schedules. C'est la vie, ma cherie. Anyway, on the love front, I'm actually enjoying being free. There's just less risk of being compromised, and you don't have to worry that you don't measure up, because no one's doing the measuring in the first place. I'm finally starting to gain confidence in who I am, and none of it has anything to do with boys, or even friends, though they've helped. It's all me. I could get used to the single life <3.